Freaks

I left it and she picked it up.
I got scared and she was fine.
Why does she collect my thoughts?
I'm at a loss for words,
distraught.
Why does she bring so much pain?
I exist in another plane.
Can you figure out my math?
Am I just another act?
Lights, darkness, physical shame,
Blaming the parts that sing in the rain,
You are me and I am you,
Stuck forever like with common glue.
He could leave me pregnant
and she chooses,
Life is nothing but an illusion,
Freaks alert in the snow,
Blow my nose,
I remember the whore.

By: Brandy Ruiz