Vegan For Two More Weeks- Day 3

No breakfast because I slept in.
Chicken and beef w hummus and white rice for lunch.
Dinner: idk yet

I'm failing this vegan challenge for sure. But I will keep trying to limit what I eat for the sake of my health and the world.

Close Friends

My nigga game on point. I'm not fucking wit u niggas any more. I can make your hands clap. Like how your girl's doing it with her ass. Clap back and step back. U know what it is. Nigga I'm on my grind. You're distracting like a lie.

Vegan For Two More Weeks- Day 2

Breakfast: Apple
Lunch: Wingstop (I ate about 10 chicken wings.)
Dinner: Spicy Popeyes chicken sandwich and later tonight I had four and a half mulitas de carne asada

Obviously, today wasn't a vegan day. This being the case, I need more vegan days if I want to respect the world and lose weight.

Vegan For Two More Weeks- Day 1

So, here I am trying to reverse my controlled diabetes by eating healthier... eating like a vegan or vegetarian. There are many food options and restaurants out there serving this delicious healthy food and I want to jump on the bandwagon. The road to a better body and healthier lifestyle has commenced.

Breakfast: Apple Jack's cereal with soy milk and a cup of orange juice
Lunch: Black bean and chipotle veggie burger with fries
Dinner: Benihana Trio which was filet mignon, chicken breast and colossal shrimp grilled with lemon and butter.

I've obviously failed with my non vegan dinner, but I'm gonna keep trying.

Vegan For Two Weeks- Day 14

Today is the last day of my "going vegan" challenge. I had like two or three non vegan meals in the past two weeks.

Today, I ate: Cheerios with soy milk for breakfast
Lunch: Black bean and chipotle veggie burger with fries
Dinner: Popeyes chicken

I'm obviously back to my meat eating ways as I ate a wing, leg, and thigh. I've kept up my weight loss. Total, for these two weeks, I tracked that I lost and kept off 10 pounds. Veganism rules!

Vegan For Two Weeks- Day 13

Breakfast: Cheerios and soy milk
Lunch: Gordita (beef)
Dinner: Pasta with meatless meatballs

I'm sorry vegan world for eating meat. Cheat day?

Vegan For Two Weeks- Day 12

Cherrios and soy milk for breakfast.
Gordita and elote from El Mercadito for lunch. Yes, there was meat. I ate. I enjoyed but can't help but feel good about the times I did not eat meat. In between breakfast and lunch, I had a vegetarian cheese stick and a churro. I'm broke my vegan streak once again. Tomorrow I already know I'm choosing my leftover gordita. Breakfast will probably be cereal again and dinner will be something vegan, I'm sure.

Vegan For Two Weeks- Day 11

Special K with soy milk for breakfast.
Lunch: I forgot what I ate w a vegetarian cheese stick.
Dinner: Fettuccine Alfredo w chicken, I ate around the chicken. & a cup of tortilla soup that had beef in it. I ate it. I'm still trying to be vegan.

Update: I broke my diet. I ate pork ribs in green salsa w sliced nopales, a side of white rice and beans.... awww man. I also ate a concha. I don't know how vegan those are.

Vegan For Two Weeks- Day 10

I ate a bowl of fruit loops for breakfast. I ate three potato and cheese tacos with cucumber for lunch. I ate dairy-free yogurt for snack. And for dinner, I ate a salad from California Chicken Cafe. It was good. My only non vegan thing I ate was the Monterey jack cheese that my sister put in the mashed potatoes.

Update: I couldn't resist. My niece brought me her leftovers. Guess what I ate? Shrimp and sausage with potatoes from the Boiling Crab. Omg!

Vegan For Two Weeks- Day 9

Okay so I'm still going to try to be vegan even though I ate a turkey sub for lunch today. I ate a bowl of fruit loops for breakfast. And I'm going to eat something vegan for dinner.
Update: Dinner was meatless strips with veggies. Also a small bowl of cereal.
I just ordered large fries from Burger King. Goodnight.

Vegan For Two Weeks- Day 8

Breakfast: Special K strawberry cereal with dairy-free milk
Lunch: Three potato tacos with chopped lettuce and cucumber
The potato tacos were not dairy-free. The cheese came from a cow.
Dinner: Spicy eggplant with brown rice

I failed being completely vegan.

Update: Snack time: I ate a bag of Hot Cheetos and a mango.

Vegan For Two Weeks- Day 7

For breakfast I had Cheerios cereal. For lunch I had a double veggie burger. I'm still waiting to see what I'll eat for dinner.

Update: I've lost 9 pounds. Also, for dinner I ate a cup of corn with lemon and chile. What's more, I ate pasta & tomato soup with a quesadilla. The cheese was vegetarian. I know I'm not completely going vegan eating cheese. But my sister's right. I'm close enough. Okay, it's messed up to someone that I'm eating animal products, but hey, I'm trying to be vegan. I'm trying!

Vegan For Two Weeks- Day 6

Breakfast: dairy-free yogurt and banana
Lunch: veggie dog and leftover squash
Dinner: tofu spaghetti
Snack: cucumber, mango, melon

Vegan For Two Weeks- Day 5

Hello! It was a tough one today. For breakfast, I ate a dairy-free yogurt and banana. For lunch, I ate a veggie burger from Hook Burger. I also ate a salad and onion rings as a late lunch, early dinner, from Hook Burger a couple hours later. Dinner was squash with cheese. Pinto Beans. Nopales in green salsa and white rice. The cheese had milk but it was vegetarian. Obviously, I messed up because I didn't eat vegan today as I eat the cheese. Also, the noplaes were cooked with pig ribs. It's effort I'm putting in though. I'm not gonna be too hard on myself. I passed on the meat and chose the green.

Vegan For Two Weeks- Day 4

It's day 4. I'm still following a vegan diet. At breakfast I ate a dairy-free yogurt with blue berries. My sister ordered a meatless steak salad for me to eat for lunch. I ate it. It was delicious. I ate a vegan burger for a early dinner and I ate it with a side of Thai vegan steak fried rice. I preferred the burger. I actually made tomato soup to eat with a quesadilla for a light night time dinner. I fed my nieces and nephew the same thing. They loved it. I love that they eat and love my cooking. I'm surviving this two week challenge.

Vegan For Two Weeks- Day 3

Let's be honest. I am not great at following strict diets. So, I'll explain what I did. For breakfast, I had a dairy-free yogurt with apple slices. I ate a pear when I went to my psych appointment. Brunch was a 6-inch Veggie Delight and chips from Subway. I added avocado and chipotle southwest sauce. I'm not so sure the sauce was vegan but I had to have it. I washed it down with a fountain drink; I'm not drinking soda from now on. It's been three days. I was satisfied. Moreover, I had an almost vegan lunch. I made myself a vegan patty with avocado and tomato slices. I realized the dairy-free mayo is not vegan because it contains eggs. I ate the burger. It was really tasty. It was good. I loved it. I want another one. I can't wait to make it tomorrow, maybe. Anyways, for dinner, I ate a cup of green chile potatoes soup and an hour later I had meatless meatballs with garlic butter spaghetti. My night was well until I went home and heard my dad wanted cucumber and mangos. I felt the craving. I cleaned the fridge and peeled my mango. I cut it up and smothered this juicy mango with chamoy. It was a midnight snack. I didn't break the diet. Here comes the first meal of day 4. Let's see what choices I make.

Funny Time Feels

Wrote this in my notes today. It's for fun.

Nigga I'm the future,
stop jumping lines,
I bet u got a shooter,
waiting for his time,
Let me get fed up,
all I want is a halo,
I got a band for real,
all I need to do is say so

I bet you horny, huh
find me in the sack sack sack,
you say you're lonely, huh
say that you dont know me, huh
Get ready cuz I'm horny some

Get a gangster forreal,
Catch these niggas in a rap,
Can you imagine the feels?
Can you imagine these niggas?
Can you imagine the heels?

I got a gold chain around my neck,
and killers out the door for ya,
gimmie some pills,
keep you lit,
I got a song for ya

Your predictions were wrong,
I'm still alive,
I let one slip,
two more times and I run

Vegan For Two Weeks- Day 2

It's day two being vegan. Breakfast was dairy-free yogurt and apple slices. Lunch was left over vegan chicken fried rice, vegan chicken tenders, and steamed veggies. Dinner was so delicious. I helped make green chile potato and vegan cheese soup. I could be drinking more water. I'm trying to remember to drink more. But overall, it's been a good day.

Update: I ate an avocado.

Haunted Elementary Bathroom

I was scared. I clenched my gut with fear. I was alone. In the dark. I screamed. I opened the door. I ran. The two girls that took me to the girl's bathroom to play a terrible trick on me were not in sight. I might have heard laughter. I might have seen them. But I ran. Ran into someone. My mother? My father? It was after school. I was scared. Bloody Mary was the game they forced me to play. Assholes. I moved schools for personal reasons. There was also a haunted bathroom in the upstairs bathroom of the school I was now attending. I would not walk or want to be around that bathroom. I could feel the haunted nature of it all. Was it the kids? Was it the bathroom? Or was it really real? I've seen a demon woman outside my window one day at home. Was I followed? Or are all elementary school bathrooms haunted? Or was it just me. I mean, there was a consensus that the school bathroom was haunted. So, that leads me to believe, I wasn't just followed, but elementary schools have a haunted bathroom. What was your elementary school bathroom experience like?

Vegan For Two Weeks- Day 1

I'm a Vegan! It's been exactly one day actually. I'm so proud of myself. And although I had to make a chuck steak dinner for my family tonight, I only ate vegan food all day. I ate apple slices and dairy-free yogurt for breakfast. I ate seasoned tofu and a veggie medley for lunch. Dinner was three small meals. I bought a side salad from Sharky's and ate my salad inside the nail salon I had just got my mani-pedi in. After the nail salon, I thought about food. So my second meal an hour later was a portion of vegan fried rice with "chicken" and a side of brussel sprouts. Lastly, my third meal was a plate of pinto beans and green chili salsa my mom made that sent me home and was definitely for the win. As I cooked the chuck steak, my mom added garlic slices. I must confess. I love garlic. So to my plate of pinto beans I added the garlic cloves and so in all its juices, I picked the garlic pieces and added them to my dish. I admit, animal fat is cool and all but I didn't really taste the meat juice as much as I tasted the garlic. Yes! But I did eat something today that was marinating in beef juices.

Update: I ate a midnight mango with chamoy.

Wish Upon A Star

My mom wants two songs played at her funeral:

Fiesta Cumbiambera

Life. Bodies. A Doppelgänger

Once again, I believe life and bodies are repeated because they are favored by the game that is God's society.

These forms of life and bodies are favored by the popularity, similarities, likeliness of faces, famous places, and lowkey are preferred for their ability of pulling life energy into the game that is society.

High key I've noticed these drivers are driving towards their job and their consciousness which are different but physically the same as if reincarnating or twinning in order to keep the game's societal consciousness working with and through favoritism. This effect must mean that some of us are required to be multiplies for the pleasing of the Gods and people in order to go to the next level.

An exciting end game. or boring strategic game with repetitive players loading the engines with life energy in the game is the game. I don't understand how we could see life as any other thing. Talk to me. Comment something below.

I Dream of You

I have nothing written in my notes,
I'm watching T.V and nothing more,
I feel the light coming through my blinds,
I'm blind to the fact I'm having a good time.
I think of a lover and I'm sure I'm ready
But then again I'm bored,
I'm thinking of dancing in confetti.